I don’t know why I do this to myself. I’m far from desperate but just plain tired of the disappointment in my dating life. I’m hoping this is different then the last mutual crush I had earlier this year on Tik Tok. To be honest I’m very nervous but this actually shows promise.

The Comedian is a interesting man. He has had trauma and mental blocks that he has no problem sharing. I can appreciate that because that is not a easy thing to do, especially when you have a following as big as his (almost a quarter of a mil followers). He would send me cute videos and some of his content from his page from time to time and I thought nothing of it. I thought it was his way of promoting himself.

Now due to his privacy I will not say where he lives but I am considering moving there and decided to ask him how he likes it there. We did some simple pleasantries when he complimented me. Now this is where my anxiety kicked in heavy because I had been attracted to him for awhile. I decided to see where the conversation went and so far it’s great. So great that I’m planning a trip in the Fall and already bought my ticket. I’ll keep you posted on how things turn out !